The crush

 The Crush 

It's been four years now that they know each other but still unknown. Despite of being in the same tutorials for two years they didn't exchanged a single word, but it seems an unknown bond has been woven around them. She's was crazy to hear his sound,  but her studios crush is much engrossed in solving the sums of maths and formulas.

A school time crush has become serious when she saw him entering her college and she was jubilant with an excitement. She never though she would see him again in her lifetime.

She could see her crush in one of the lecture when the both class would get assembled for SP lecture. She started keeping her eye at the door to seek the single glance of him. And the much awaited moment gets fulfilled as he steps in the SP class along with his close buddy Mahesh. She longed for SP lecture....and prays it would happen daily !.... Then she would lie down on the bench with one of her eye staring at him and another to see whether no one is watching her doing it..She doesn't seem interested in the lecture apart from, he being attending the lecture. His presence, his maneuver, half smile face had made her crazy about him. 

The days passed and on one fine day she saw him along with his friend Mahesh being approaching the bus stop. Her heart started pouncing fast, faster than the express train... today a much faster than the speed of an air.  As she was alone as usual, Mahesh started nudging him. It's time that their junior college would get over....She saw their common bus arriving on the bus stop and it's very crowded and thought of leaving it.  But,  it's him who wanted to catch the bus after seeing them she queued  up to a board. It was then her hand touched his hand for the first time and she couldn't surpass her joy.  Although it was crowded she manged to get glimpse of him. By the time Mahesh also started teasing him. Though she understood it she kept mute.

Days have past quickly and this exercise of waiting for SP lecture and waiting to get a single glimpse of him stayed for two years.  But since both of them were coy....they couldn't express their feelings  to each others.. 

Soon the last day of college came and again she lost him for the second time.

But the eager to meet him couldn't resist her from searching him. At last after few years she found him again on a platform called as virtual world and met him after a decade. They met and expressed the feelings to each others. She learned there was someone special in his life and she decided to support them. They remain in touch like a friend but could not able to meet again. One day he said he's getting engaged and soon to be married with someone else. That day onwards she decided to cut all communication with him for sake of his new beginning.